Blame
I came to the halls to learn how to drink in safety and get
my family back
But it was
because of all the mistakes of my past that I stayed in the fellowship
I had
blamed all the people in my life for my problems not thinking of how I had harmed
them
How much
it hurt me to feel all the negative things that I did when I was drunk! Poor me!
Can’t say
that I ever blamed the bottle for anything that happened in my life
It was my
only friend it comforted me and helped me forget
It was always
at my side would never leave me Like others had
I was the
ruler of the universe and you all were just my servants to use as I pleased
I did not
care about anything or how much I could and did hurt anyone when I got here
Recovery
taught me that if I was to get well and stay sober
I must
feel every feeling I have both the good as well as the bad
Accept
responsibility if I where ever to have any chance at living life with out booze
Not one
thing from my past can I change nor do I wish to change anything about my past
Because
one of promises told me I will not regret the past nor wish to shut the door on
it
All the
tools I needed were in that big book and with the help of the people in this
fellowship
I found that
I could forgive myself for all the wrongs I did and could make amends for them
I had to
forgive myself after all the others that I hurt and blamed had forgiven me
God had
forgiven me and helped me move on with this new way of life
I accepted
this forgiveness and started with Gods teachings on 12 steps of recovery
God loves
us all and I love each and every one of you
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