Spiritual
Tools
Surrendering
was very hard till I found the toolbox full of spiritual tools
God has
given me so many of them its simply his grace working in my life
He knew I
would some day turn to Him and ask for the help I needed
But to be ready
for this every drink I took every mistake I made had to happen
For me to
reach that bottom I had to become as desperate as a dying man could be
For me
spirituality knows God is there for me and I have been awakened to this
Spiritual
awakening is simply the knowledge that there is a power greater than myself
It’s that
awareness that some form of a higher power is now working in my life
Very few in
recovery have that white light spiritual experience Bill had
When I
started my journey into recovery I had no real belief system
The day had
come for me to admit my powerlessness over my life not just alcohol
I finally
ask God with all the honesty and humility to remove the desire to drink
Well I had
this spiritual experience that night lying on my mothers hide a bed
I was
awaken to the knowledge God is doing for me what I had asked of Him
I went into
a deep sleep that lasted 36 hours I awoke with this fantastic sense of
Well being
I call total serenity this was the most wonderful thing I have ever felt in my
life
Nothing on
earth could ever match what I was given God let me feel His presents
From that
day on I had a wonderful relationship with the God of my understanding
There are
many different ways to express spirituality and I know He is showing me my way
Spirituality
is not religion it is the yearning from my heart toward God
God and AA
sure gave me this life of peace love and serenity
He will for
you if you ask Him God loves us all
God bless
you all
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